March 15th, 2006

Subject: You seem to amaze me more and more each day...:) Time: 08:17 am Current Mood: cheerful

So yesterday, (my only REAL day of spring break) I spent the day with Ron. It was by far, the best day..EVER! Monday night we had a sleepover and watched the rest of Jarhead and then basically crashed since we were both exhausted. We got up the next morning and got ready and went out to the driving ranges. It was sooooooo damn windy! I hit a few good ones, but Ron kicked my butt. :) After that we went to the batting cages! Um yeah, I'm scared of batting cages...I didn't want to get hit by the ball. Of course, Ron kicked my ass at that too. Haha. After that we went to the mall to look at shoes and stuff and got some lunch in the foodcourt. We ended up going over to Petsmart as well to see the puppies! Ugh, they were adorable! After that we ended up going back to his house to spend quality Amanda and Ron time together. :) I never wanted to leave, I love spending time with him, I LOVE this one! Then he had to fix some stuff on his computer while I was upstairs watching the end of White Noise..(also dosed off on the couch,..didn't really realize it) then Ron had to go to the Docs and then work..:( When I got home I chilled for a while until Chrissy called me to go out to Friday's with Gina and Jess. I met up with them at the Pitman house and went out to dinner. It was a fun time catching up, from working lame hours I sleep as much as I can when I'm home on weekends, so I'm kinda not out and about. I started getting tired and not really feeling well either so I went home and waiting to hear from Ron when he got out of work..Figures as soon as he calls me a few mins later I feel incredibly sick to my stomach..I didn't want to hang up but I didn't want to possibly throw up while I was on the phone. Had a couple false alarms but I called him back and we had our daily night talks before bed. :) I don't care much about going to the beach or somewhere major on spring break for the week (even though it's impossible to anyway), yesterday was the best day I could ever ask for, it made my spring break. :) I love him!! Sorry if I make anyone gag or become bored reading this, I felt like posting an entry, and yesterday was the greatest day ever that I just wanted to think about again while typing this! Out...

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March 7th, 2006

Subject: Class... Time: 01:21 pm Current Mood: tired

Wow...it's been a million years since I updated... I'm just bored in class with nothing better to do..Still sick, and IN NEED of Spring Break! Going to the gym after class today starting my personal training! Woo hoo! :) Other than that, this week is just blah. Def NOT looking forward to getting up early for work tomorrow. Why can't I just go in at 9?..UGH! Is it the end of the semester yet? Actually, can 1:45 come any sooner today? I WANT OUTTA HERE! Theres your big update! I'll do more later, prof is looking at me like I'm doing something wrong..pfft who knew?

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January 24th, 2005

Subject: Shout out Time: 10:00 pm

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January 11th, 2005

Current Music: FUCK OFF Time: 12:05 am

So everytime something good comes along in my life, some lame ass fucking bitch goes along and has to stick her nose into it. Conceited good for nothing ugly ass bitch. You're worthless, get over it. You feed off the misfortune of others to make yourself feel better. GET A FUCKING LIFE, AND GET OUT OF MINE. You should eat shit, and die. Once again I change my mind. You fucking cunt. Thank you. From here on out, this journal is used for venting, venting about cunts like you. Man, I thought after graduation I wouldn't have to deal with this shit, anything to make you look better. Fuck you. Fucking out.. and yes, just for the record, I DO in fact hate you.

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December 20th, 2004

Subject: Tis the season to be a Jerk Off, fa la la la whatever Time: 03:12 pm Current Mood: annoyed

So yeah,..Last minute shopping is creeping up in my head. I went out Saturday night with Rosie to the mall, could've shopping then and there if it wasn't for some prick stealing my purse earlier that day when I was teaching at Highland. Don't know who it was, but they found it this morning and called me saying it was found in the boys bathroom dumped out in the sink. They only took about $50 and left $25,. WTF is that? I'm guessing they didn't see the rest. They also left the giftcards, morons. They were probably scared to use any thing in there, and I'm glad. If I would have or do find out who it is, they will fucking hear it. I wanted to press charges....it's still in my mind..if I have solid proof of the person who stole it. Anyway, TOOK ME 2 HOURS TO WRITE THAT. It's now 5 and I'm leaving work...Payce.

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December 9th, 2004

Current Music: BEP- Sexy Subject: It's exactly like ectasy when you layin' right next to me. Time: 01:01 pm Current Mood: bored

Bored chilling at work. Finally got caught up on everything. Nothing has really been new, this will probably be a boring update! I'm not going to NY anymore this weekend :(. Kinda sucks, but then again I woulda spent too much $ there too with shopping and all. I can't wait to hang with everyone during christmas break. I sooo can't wait for it to snow either, I loveeee it. I should probably start back up running right after work before it starts though... Christmas is in how many days...hmm don't feel like counting. I'm planning on having everyone over once the lake freezes over to ice skate and sled and all...yea I'm still a kid, get over it. If I don't have ur # or any way to talk to ya, leave a comment if your interested in coming. Still not sure what I'm doing for New Years, I know my sis is havn a party here, but I don't know. Anyway, back to work. Payce btw....broke the habit. moohahahh (Zorak voice) the frogs are starting to bug me

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November 8th, 2004

Current Music: The Wall Subject: result of being bored... Time: 09:28 pm Current Mood: weird

It's starting to get difficult to keep up with this thing, I never remember anything that went on to write in here...but I did it for you anyway, Danica! haha Anyway, same ol' stuff has been going down. Working everyday and Highland. Chapters this past Sunday,..they did pretty well. Highest score in history for them, congrats. So that song "Mad World" by Gary Jules...yea that makes me so freakin' sleepy. I'm listenin to it right now and I'm about to drop. Went to Twp last weekend for homecoming to visit some old buddies. I miss my Ro-ro,..we never hang. :( Seen a few other cool people I miss a lot. *sigh* It's getting to be a rare occurance seeing my Twp friends, and it's killing me. My free time will soon turn to non-existent come Januray. It sucks. So who wants to go running with me every morning?? Any takers?? When I say morning I mean like 6:30-7am before I work! C'mon now, don't be shy leave a comment and lemme know! Leave some comments anyway,..this journal is getting pretty boring! No love. :/ Speaking of love,...nm, don't wanna get into that topic... Out...

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October 18th, 2004

Current Music: Can't get you out of my head- Kylie Minogue Subject: storytime Time: 08:09 pm Current Mood: grumpy

So, not in a funny mood...but I got a funny story. So last night I was chillin in my jacuzzi. My nephew wanted to come in but I wouldn't let him cuz it was too late. Anyway, I guess he got all mad and purposely went into my room and locked it from the inside and shut it. He didn't know but, my keys we're on my desk. So yeah, I was locked out. Since my laundry was all done it was ALL in my room. So I had to throw whatever on over my soaking wet bathing suit, and try to break into my room through my window outside. 30ish degree weather soaking wet at like midnight...lovely. Anyway...I was going to break the glass and was about to tape it up and all, but instead just popped the window off the hinges some how...don't even ask how I did it. I managed to pull it off tho. When I went to climb in I thought there was a spider on me so I freaked out and ended up falling over back out of the window. Pretty funny..my mom walks out and sees me lying there laughing. Anyway,..finally I got in and managed to get the window back in place. I'm awesome. Yea...it doesn't sound that funny, I just suck at telling stories. It was an adventure tho. :p Back to being grumpy and trying to sleep... Out...

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October 14th, 2004

Current Music: Amber- 311 Subject: I hate work right now. Time: 10:58 am Current Mood: disappointed

Def not cool being here right now. Didn't get to sleep till around 2-2:30. This morning my alarm ended up not going off. I set it too, but I was late getting here...bullshit. It's funny how one lil thing can ruin your mood and everything after that, but whatever I deserve better. Shitty looking day too. Whatever. Fuck it, you ruined it for yourself, have fun with *that*. On a lighter note, well not really...I have to get glasses...blah blah blah! I went to the eye doctor's yesterday and they said I'm near sighted in one eye. I was going to just get contacts, but the ones I had that I tried wearing before always gave me a really bad headache and I hated them. Maybe I'll get them eventually, but for now I'm sticking to glasses. They're kinda cute tho. They look just like my sunglasses. They're black with lil rhinestones (did I even spell that right?) on the side. So it's all good I guess. Well 2 hours flew by here...hopefully the next 6 do too. :/ But then again it's kind of nice to be here all on my own, and not have to see or deal with people,...annoying people. Out...

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October 12th, 2004

Current Music: BEP Subject: Bored Time: 10:46 am Current Mood: bored

I'm EXTREMELY bored! Its only 10:45 and I'm done my busy work! WTF! I can't sit around till 5, I hope there's more to do... Anyway, the show over the weekend was really really good, compared to their last performance at the home show..*pfft* Hopefully they can keep it up, 5th place out of..whew too many....not too shabby, eh? I'm pleased,..I'll be even more pleased when the staff has to do all their lil "deals" HAWH! So yeah, me and Rosie went out last night and got our Halloween costumes! We'll that was our intention....we got a lil side-tracked at the mall and went to just about every other store but the Halloween one! Victoria's Secret sells Garden scents shampoo and conditioner....HOW AWESOME IS THAT!!! I got Love Spell! It's so awesome. :)We also stopped by like Express, Charlotte Russe, Modells, Sears to find Spence, Spencers, Lady Foot Locker, CINNABON!, and the Halloween store, but it sucked at the mall. So we had to go to the one near my house. We also went to this other new store at the mall. It's like for little girls! It's a cute store tho LOL,..We went around and looked at stuff in it, Rosie was going to get a hat there haha. After we left the mall, we went to Spirit near my house to get our costumes. I'm being a sexy version of Dorothy from Wizard of Oz. I actually found a pic of it online! http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&category=19255&item=5526156070&rd=1&ssPageName=WDVW#ebayphotohosting Rosie is being Little Bo' Peep or however you spell it. It's kind of like the dress I have, but it's puffy and pink. But same design! We're going to look cute! Yea so Eamonn's friend invited me to his Halloween party on the 30th,..I wanna go, but we have Absegami that night. :( Oh well, We have a show the next day anyway too,....I'd be dead if I went. Alright, well time to try to do something productive,..I think the mail is here or something. Out...

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October 3rd, 2004

Current Music: Flap your wings- Nelly Subject: Update! Time: 10:48 pm Current Mood: calm

It's been a while. Well this weekend turned out to be cool at times. Friday the day flew at work...I ended up just chillin here taking a nap. Rashelle stopped by and we hung out for a while. My sis and her friends came here and they all drank. I didn't really feel like it, but we all ended up playing poker and I beat them out ang got $20 out of it. Hawh! Didn't sleep till like 3....blah Saturday I headed out to Highland around 9am for our rehearsal/ morning football game. It rained like a crazy motherfucker after the game. Of course when we were supposed to rehearse. Either way I had to go home anyway to pick up flowers that my mom donated for the grams there, and to get ready of course. :) Got back around like 4ish and hung out fucking around wit Rosie and stuff. We went to the yard sale. Haha. Then we just ended up chilling with the guard, some DL ppl, and Eamonn until it was time to get the ball rollin'. CODE RED IN PROGRESS! LOL! Anyway...around like 8 we got the DL and pit together in the gym and rehearsed a bit. I got to conduct LOL,....I miss being DM :(. Brett was doing it at first and did something really weird for the 3/4 timing. He was like "Amanda, get up here." Haha. Anyway, after a good rehearsal with the perc, the band came in and we did, um I'm not sure what. Unfortunately after that we headed out to what we know now, was a nightmare of a show. Weird mistakes that should've never happened were made....whatever. It can't happen again. After that we went to the judges meeting and all that jazz and dismissed the kids and hung there for a bit. Me and Brett went out to TGI Fridays around 12:30 wit Spence, T, and the TC staff...they're pretty cool, I like em. Fun times had by all. Finally got home around like 2:45-3am. Today I went to the Pumpkin Festival!! It was cool. I ran into a few Highland kids there. I knew I prob would. I registered to vote there too, way to go being the last day. I'm voting for Bush, I know that will prob cause a few comments in this entry now, but whatever I'm on his side, it's who I want. If you want otherwise, go vote for Kerry and shut up. Anyway, after that I just chilled here wit the fam and a few cousins and made a bonfire outside haha. It was nice. Not ready for work this week haha, I'm too lazy lately! Oh well, hopefully it will fly, I'm lookin forward to Friday! :D

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September 23rd, 2004

Current Music: PHONES RINGING CONSTANTLY! Subject: blah Time: 01:25 pm Current Mood: bored

Well, I'm at work right now, not much to do at this point until he gets back. blah blah blah and no one is online...I'M BORED! Only 3 1/2 hours left! WOO-HOO then I'm off to Highland directly from here! Won't be home until like 10:30-11! AWESOME....not I don't mind going to Highland at all, I love it. It's just a pain to not have time to go home before. No free time :( OH WELL,..I'm makin the cash now. This job did turn out to be pretty awesome, I'm happy with it. It's all good workin from 9-5 Mon-Fri,..I thought I was going to hate it for being here every waking moment...but it's cool. The day flies....I mean esp the morning from like 9-12 it's nothing, I'm busy the entire time and the time goes quick,..but like from 1-3 it's kinda slow cuz I don't have my work back from the lawyer yet, he's usually not here till like 3 so I can't get my work returned to finish and send out and all. I hope Oct 8th comes quick! that's my first pay day!...I did get paid a few days ago from Highland, but I must of spent $200 of it within a half-hour shopping for some new clothes for this job and just for whatever. *oops!* Oh well, they were all sales I don't feel bad. He's back, so it's back to work for me! *He came back early,..shrug* :( Out...

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September 22nd, 2004

Time: 01:05 am

Awww my new user pic is a pic of my nephew from a few years ago....I LOVE this pic, but I had to cut myself out of it YUCK. This was when he was GOOD,...now he's the anti-christ. I still love him tho :P

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September 16th, 2004

Subject: BIG UPDATE!! Time: 11:42 pm

I got a new tattoo :) The End.

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August 29th, 2004

Time: 05:22 pm

I swear to god I need to go away for another week. I'm sick of everything and everyone. Why do I still continue to try to be nice to people that don't deserve it? Oh and by the way, you're not a fucking princess so stop acting it, you fucking whore. You're a fucking homewrecker, kill yourself.

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August 19th, 2004

Subject: :) Time: 03:16 am

Yeah, b/t the last post I sent about conditioning,..I added 2 minutes! Up to 5!!! That goal is just coming closer and closer...

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August 18th, 2004

Time: 01:23 am

Why did you have to come back into my life? Why? I was almost happy...

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August 16th, 2004

Time: 12:00 am

It's over and done, but the heartache lives on inside.. And who is the one you're clinging to instead of me tonight? Where are you now? Now that I need you. Tears on my pillow. Where ever you are. Cry me a river, that leads to your ocean.. You'll never see me fall apart, in the words of a broken heart. It's just emotions taking me over. Caught up in sorrow, lost in a song. But if you don't come back, come home to me darling, Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight. Nobody left in this world to kiss good night. I'm there at your side, a part of all the things you are. But you've got a part of someone else, You've got to go find your shining star.. Where are you now? Now that I need you. Tears on my pillow. Where ever you are. Cry me a river, that leads to your ocean.. You'll never see me fall apart, in the words of a broken heart. It's just emotions taking me over. Caught up in sorrow, lost in a song. But if you don't come back, come home to me darling, Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight. Nobody left in this world to kiss good night. Where are you now? Now that I need you, you. Tears on my pillow. Where ever you go. Cry me a river, that leads to your ocean.. You'll never see me fall apart, in the words of a broken heart. It's just emotions taking me over. Caught up in sorrow, lost in a song. But if you don't come back, come home to me darling, Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight. Nobody left in this world to kiss good night. Good night...

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August 15th, 2004

Subject: glad to be freakin alive! Time: 06:28 pm

So yeah,..people in the state of NJ do NOT know how to drive! Around 5ish I took my sister over to Heritage's so she could get a pack of cigarettes. Everything was going fine and whatever,..we go to pull out and everythings cool I'm driving up to the intersection and MY LIGHT IS GREEN, not red, not even yellow, but yes, GREEN. Right before I passed the line to be in the intersection I see a fucking soccer mom van coming from the right. THEY HAD A FUCKING RED LIGHT. I guess this dumbass either thought they could run it, or just did not pay attention. So I slam on my fucking brakes the screaching was so freakin loud it was not even funny. Once the car stopped we were no lie about a whole inch from her head on. Of course it was a mom WITH kids and some bastard old guy in the passenger seat. Even though it was their fault, like really, I probably would have killed one of them if I didn't stop in time. People are careless and stupid. And thanks to that, the car needs 4 brand new tires since little pieces of fucking rubber were on the street. Yeah, they were brand new as of a couple weeks ago too. Fucking bullshit. From 30mph to 0 in like 2 seconds, go me for being able to avoid that shit. I'm just glad that everyone is alive. But pissed at the same time. Fucking morons.

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August 14th, 2004

Subject: :D Time: 03:12 am

Just added a minute to IC on the 22s!! Last nite it was 2min, tonite it was 3min!!:) I'm happy now:)

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